Monday, September 3, 2007

so far so good

so far so good i've been doing okay. less mood swings, more smiles. i don't think i frown as much as i used to anymore or snap at anybody. damn those mood swings. there would be times that i'd think too much about something and that something would lead to me getting sad and worried but it's ok. i'm ok. i am doing ok.

things that i'm thankful for today:
1. i was able to hangout with mimi-0 after chem today
(even if it was just for a short while).
2. i got an A in my theo 121 LT number one
(oh think of the pressure off my chest!).
3. the surprise quiz in Chemistry didn't push through
(oh thank you Lord, i am still so confused).
4. training was fun and i feel that i'm getting somewhere
(even if it isn't so far).
5. i smiled and was happy
(i know that there are people who love me).
6. it's Bogs' bday today
(i love that huggable piece of you, you mr. i am watching you)
7. i had a somewhat dinner with my lovable teammates Lars & Vien
("somewhat" because i'm broke)

i told myself this morning that i would smile and be happy. i guess having mantras do work. thanks to all those who helped me lift my spirits once more. i'll be trying my best to keep this up.
let's all hope the stress doesn't do anything to screw this one around.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

You're beautiful, smart, and most importantly young and healthy. You have a loving, supportive family. Stop stressing. All this angst could only be caused by a boy. I assure you this too will work out in the long run.

K-Kix said...

I love you. We love you. Know that you are loved. Know that you are a beautiful person, inside and out!
Keep Smiling Aneka and the whole world will smile with you...